Vanity Blanket

I've tried to cover these scars
Just to remind me of the pain
And so I seek to numb my heart
All I've overcome, in vain

My pride a banner for my soul
My walls, my fortress I can hide
So quickly everything turns cold
My walls breaking, I'm broken inside

On my knees I'm lashing out
In prayer with all my emotions
So many lies, so many doubts
I see my ways are my destruction

Lord, I'm falling on my knees
Forgive me for my wicked thoughts
Break these chains and set me free
My victory before the battles fought

The darkness surrounds me
I'm drowning within
The rage overcomes me
A pain I can't win
My Lord take all of me
Lead me through this
Restore your light in me
Shine through deaths kiss

Lord I come to you a broken man
My heart torn, covered in apathy
Strengthen me to make a stand
Lord I've been feeling so empty

Jesus, I need you in my life
I'm desperate for your love
When this world cuts like a knife
Help me keep my eyes above