[ Everyday I think about you, ]

Everyday I think about you,
Wondering if you will come my way again,
As I beat myself up inside,
For still having feelings after all that has happened.
I said I could never be mad,
But my heart aches with each beat,
As I try to find something to get my mind off of you,
But that is so easier said then done.
As I think about how your voice captivated me from the first time we talked,
How I felt so comfortable telling you everything,
That not quite many people now.
I still have the urge to say I love you,
But I hold it back so not to hurt someone,
Whether it be you or me I don't know,
As my heart wants to scream out your name.
I try to find away for me to move on,
But you still have that piece of me,
That I don't think I could ever get back,
But still it aches knowing I got the feelings,
And have nothing to say about them.
As they eat me away inside,
And the tears are there but I hold back,
I still love you and that is the fact,
But what, what, have I done to have someone like you,
While what we had lasted they way in did.
I never felt so complete,
I never smiled so much,
I hope in the end I can find someone who could do the same things you done to me,
And you find the one who has your heart who ever it may be.
As I said many times before I could never be mad at you,
But either way I do still want to be apart of your life,
As your friend.
You meant the world to me and my heart just aches,
Longing to say I love you again,
So if you read this think what you wish,
But please just somehow look to see,
Where I am coming from with this.
As I utterly softly,
I love you,
One last time.