Thoughts Of A Sleepless Mind

As we lay down
The shadows cast over the subtle airwaves
The waves crash down the window now
But we colapse under the day
I died here with this hearts disection
From passing up on getting high anymore
We kiss to deny the deception
That you made in this bed we laid in before
I return to you
The camera doesn't lie
I wish there was love that was true
But I need to drink to get by
So whisper softly to me
Backwards lettering
I'm so fucking scared
The I'll die here
Die here all alone
With you listening in on the phone
The childrens movies playing in my head
Etched in by the television
Look the tears drowning the bed
Let me take the pill of asphixation
Raceing the thoughts
Tell me you didn't think twice
Lay with me as I rot
Away under this sea of white
Fibers and I died here by your hands
This hearts destroyed
Fill the empty void with alcohol and pills
Inject slowly I want to watch my face
Turn cocaine white in the window cells
Colapseing with echos of the sunrising to the day
Check the vital signs
Sweetheart I'm just to shy
Poison me I'm fine with being paranoid
As long as it makes me feel like there's no void
In being alone
Here in this bad
Whispering things to race your mentality
In specral eloquent smirnoff
Memories like you want me to hear
Tell me if you've had enough
But I swear to you now that you won't remember
The trainwreck by the creek
My breakdown
My venting to the water
Tremelo so fast I speak so slowly
Voice sang softly
Yet loud
The shadows are casted over the soundwaves
Of my attempt at a dream
That you know can't be saved
By your lies don't go back on the wordseem
Overcome your concern with my suicide
And triing to save me
I'll smile as I freeze inside
I'll be fine
Assorted poisoning
Race to the hospital bed
Listen to me I'm alive
I'm standing next to you
Don't say they won't find me so shyly
Attempting to read the spectral writings
By a sleepless mind
Oh! The thoughts of a sleepless mind
Is no meaning for
The lying I have the recollection
In the photographs but I still swear I don't remember