I have awakened to a new sense of emotions....
To a new sense of neglect.
Torn between duty and dreams.
Sacrifice is all I know these days.
But i'm rapidly running out of sacrificial items.
If it's my life you wish to forfeit,
Why torture for so long?
Physical pain nearly seems more logical.
Than this emotional turmoil i've drowned in.
I'm fighting for honesty.
And the hope behind it.
But i've barred myself from trusting.
So the whole idea contradicts it's self.
An overwhelming fear has turned it's self into ice.
Cold, careless hate.
Disallowing my mind rational thought.
Rational emotions.
Everything seems Grey.
Bleak and shrouded in fog.
I don't know what else to do.
To change.
I don't know where else to go.
At a loss and drowning with it.
Copyrighted november 26th 2007 by lizz
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