Thrashing, crashing, thunder in my head,
Yelling, screaming, wishing to be dead.
Feeling so swamped by the madness,
Drowning, in a pool of fiery sadness.
The thoughts that run and dance in my mind,
Wanting to come out, only there to remind
Me of what was before, of that wretched and horrid past.
Quick! Escape; but you better do it fast.
The hurt and destruction that was present in those days,
Coming back to haunt me, in an ever thickening haze.
Grasping so desperately, for anything to hold on,
Looking for a light, to save me from oblivion.
The light that shines, so newly formed,
Brighter and brighter, come to take me home.
The ever present beauty, the ever present strength,
What did I do right, to deserve such a gift, such a person, such as Bek?
Author notes
This is dedicated to my girlfriend. She's been with me through all my crap, and still puts up with me. I love her so much.
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Well Mal. Someone has to put up with you.
But that's what people do when they love each other, you dork. They stay there with you through everything. Now, if only I could find someone to do that for me, we'd be all set...
