Why didn't I see it?
Was I that blind?
You went from
sweet kindness
to a raging monster
deep within
humanity's soul.
You say they took
away your pain
made you feel
at peace
for how long?
A minute?
An hour?
Not for very long
not until
it was the next time
to fill the empty void
in your soul.
It pains me to see
you stoop so low.
How could I
ever forgive you?
How could you
do this to me?
I was here for you
and you pushed me
and Chris away
just like always.
I fled from you
into Chris's protective
arms
to protect me from
the monster you've become
I bet your real sorry
once upon a time
I would have believed that
Author notes
I wrote this a year before Chris died when his older hippie like brother went to rehab after we found he was doing drugs
Comments
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Wow, strong. I just wish that Keven would have stuck to the "program." It would hurt Chris to see him like this again.
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