What the hell?

Here I stand,
Surrounded by my friends
With you in the corner of my eye.
I'm happy
I'm sad
I've had a lot of fun.
And I've said goodbye.
In my head I keep on looking back
To when we were together.
You've left me now
So here I stand.
I'm waiting for the future when it comes.

It's as if you never said those words.
It's as if you never asked.
And I don't understand how I can feel this way,
Like nothings happened,
Like it's okay.
It's friendship like no other.
I feel like we're still together.
I feel like I never knew you,
At all.
So here I stand.
So here I stand.

I'm happy.
I love my life.
But I'm confused.
It was great.
It was fun.
And now it's over,
I don't feel any different.
I stay unchanged.
But I know you moved me deeply.
I'm just waiting for the future.
With you, or anyone, my friends.
Who knows?

I'm just standing here.


Confused =D