It's Just Another Angsty Melodrama [And I Don't Mind]

i just need to know one more thing, baby.
i just want to know how you feel.

did it make the pain a little easier?
do you find that every shade of grey
reminds you of me?

because i know everything else does.

and i've noticed now that you're drinking a lot.
do you see broken, frazzled images
of my face in every bottle?
i hope it's just a little comforting.

i don't think you knew i was here.
i don't think you know i am here.

it's not about the girls or the drugs or the sympathy,
it's about that fact that it's one more thing.
i feel it taking over me.

i need to know, hear it from your lips...
do you miss me?
do you know that i would gladly take everything
back if you could reverse time?

All i want is one more second to
Believe you love me.
I don't believe in these dreams anymore.

i don't think you knew i was here.
i don't think you know i am here.

why don't you care that everything is falling apart?

and i would, so fucking gladly, take it all
and toss the world aside for you.
i would move mountains and kill all ambitions
if i could remember one of those happy moments.
i only need one.

i don't see how you call this
being a friend, being there for me.
forgive me, but this feels like one more thing.

i don't think you knew i was there.
i don't think you know i am here.
i'm screaming, don't you see me?