my haven

there is a figure
in a clearly cold night
huddled in some blankets
shivering slightly.

she is playing a game of hide and seek
she is hiding badly
she will be caught
in the cold grip of the "it"er

she is clearly smuggling drugs
obviously her bed is where she hides
from her parents
while she takes them

she is playing a game
or reading
so her parents cannot see
thats what she is doing.

she is clearly very tired
from some escapade last night
and in her fluffy blankets
has wrapped herself up tight

maybe she is annoyed
and wants to punch someone
maybe she will have a fight
and hurt someone.

as im lying in my bed
wrapped in my impregnble bariers
and i think to myself
what have i done to deserve this

i hide in my haven,
away from the world.
crying softly to myself.
for this is the crap i get.