When anxiety attacks

I am in the middle of the crowded room

my books in my hands, holding them tight

I turn my head, someone just called my name

Suddenly everything's a blur

no light but yet so bright

no darkness but I cannot see a thing

I drop my books on the floor

I begin to feel dizzy and search for a door

 I've got to get out, I cannot breath

 take these shirt off of me!

It's choking me, it's so tight on my neck

no air in the room, need to get air

 [where's the door?]

I have to do something, what was it?

I have to be somewhere, where?

 There's something I'm forgetting

 [was it an exam? notes? what is ti?]

I've got to get some air

Now my nails are deep in my skin

 [blood begins to pour]

tightening my fist so much

I can't feel my fingers anymore..

This is wrong, what am I doing here? 

I've got to leave, where should I go?

I am in the middle of the crowded room

my books in my hands, holding them tight

I turn my head, someone just called my name