Run

I let my gaurd down
once again
I broke down and cried
when I saw my best friend.
"He's gone," I muster
and it was all I could say
over and over "he's gone"
because of my mistake.
The tears fell like rain
and I despised every single drop.
They pat my back, say its okay
and try to get me to stop.
Christian walks up to me
along with Susan
he hugs me, makes sure I'm fine...
I'm not, I'm feeling too much lovin'.
It's over, he's gone
but it's nothing new.
I felt too much too soon too long
and now it's dead, the flower that grew.
I'm giving up, I'm hurting now
and nothing can be done.
I must stand up with my feet on the ground
wear my heart on my sleeve, and never, ever run...
but part of me dies
missing my lover and my best friend
I said forever but didn't think
that forever would ever end.
I try not to feel him
but the love comes back.
The memories are over now,
so I'll run until my feet are black.