Sadness and Sorrow

I feel myself slipping apart,
Slipping from your tight grasp,

WHy was i turned away?
I was left in dismay,

How could you do such a thing,
Did you even know what it would bring?

I thought that we could be together,
ANd that our love would last forever,

But i was wrong,
That is why i sing that song,

I never left your side,
So why?
Why do you hide,

I am trapped in darkness and despair,
I couln't even care about my hair,

The cuts in my skin,
Do they not mean anything?

I feel your heart slowing fade,
As its creates its breaking facade,

As i sit here crying,
I feel myself dieing,

It hurts from the outside,
But even more from the inside,

I sit on the bench,
I reak of some stench,

Because i cant leave you,
I really don't know what to do,

I want to hear your voice again,
Not hearing it,
It drives me round the bend,

I want you to hug me,
I want us together and to be free,

Why can't you just see that?
You don't even know whats under this hat,

Thats why tonight my mind is made up,
All you will hear is a door being shut,

My screams of angony and pain,
In your mind they're just down the drain,

My last thoughts were of you,
But yours..

Yours weren't even slightly about me,
As I lay clutching my knee,

This pain won't last,
As i take my last gasp,

My heart cracks in two,
I try,
I try not to think of you,

My soul ripped apart,
Will you ever fix this broken heart?

My mind goes blank,
And,
I can't feel a thing,

The memories will flash in my eyes,
ANd believe me,
They will never die.