The Lone Shark

Swiming alone in a sea of guilt is what i've come to,
everytime i'm alone the thought crawls into my mind.
It's almost as if it's ment to be. I mean it's like
everytime i think that i'm over it and think that
the thought will never return to me it always does...
It's almost like it's ment to be, like i'm supposed
to rememeber the horrible things that have been
conducted and said. It's like i'm supposed to suffer
alone and in the dark.

The thought of you makes me shiver and gives me goose-
bumps all along my body. I've begun to think more and
more about what stage of my life i'm in. I mean here
I am but a teenage girl whos heart is broken adn scared.
Everyday i swim further and further out in to the ocean
.I've began to think of myself as a Shark
swimming alone in the sea of guilt and torture.I swim
gentaly and swiftly thourgh the tides and waters starring
out into the open. All the other fishes stare at me and
some even have the bravry to approach. When i begin to
explain they swim away.I can't hold this in me forever
how i'm  I to survive and how am i to survive all alone
with no one to love ever again.