Cracking

I was lonely
I was never in love
You came up to me
Its like you came from above!

You grabbed my heart,
and let it relax
I trusted me in your hands

You turned me red,
When I was blue.
I just couldn't help,
but blush in front of you.

When the tears rolled down my cheeks,
You spared my heart with stories and treats.

Then you took a "vacation" from love.
It felt like my heart fell apart.

I could feel it cracking, just like my skin.
It feels like I confessed a very big sin.
I can feel my organs ripping apart.
I am bleeding, but then again,
I was bleeding from the start!!

I'm losing my breath,
It feels like I'm headed toward death,
without your comfort and sensibility.

I'm getting lightheaded,
Your so called "love" has lead me away.

I'm getting tangled up,
In the vines of the jungle of hatred and untrust!

Because of you, I'm now afraid of the dark.
Because of you, I don't ever want to start,
Another relationship.

One more word before I slip into the heavens!
I will confess that I didn't do a good job,
But that dosen't mean you have to rob all the love out of me!!!

I am tearing away.
The evils eating my flesh,
I cannot stay.
I'm going away.........