I don't fucking know

Lost in a sea of forgoten people
The wieght of the world is to much to carry
Perhaps te way out is through the pain of death
Or maybe the life these people lead is not the right way
Perhaps they are the ones who need to see the truth
Is it my duty to let them know
To show them the truth of life
That the way the world is and will be is so much more
The fact that life seems dull and dead
Is by far not the way it really is
Burn in hell for the life you lead
Fucking pain away with knives and cocain
headaches cut and make you feel dead
But perhaps your life is shit
Fucking end it I'm sick of listening to your bullshit
Just fuck off and die
Contradicting myself but I can't stop
I hope the world falls into fire and we all burn
Don't fucking question why I am writting this cause I don't know
Depression and deat all around and fucking lies froom people I trust
So Confused, so lost and distressed
But don't ask why, don't ask any fucking qeustions about me and this write
Don't you dare question me about this
I'm sick of this all of it
I don't know why I am writing this down
I love life but I am making it seem fucked
What the hell is wrong with me
Why the fuck do I feel this way
Drugs and sex and music is all so much
But I don't have half that, I don't havce sex or use fucking drugs
Music is my life and yet it seems so far away from me
My world is so so messed up
Yet it is also so fucking great
People are dying all around me and I can't do anything about it
What the fuck
Jesus Christ I need to stop this whole thing before it gets crazy
It is already there
Alright I am getting out of this
I am ending this write now because it's fucked man.