My First Performance

I am standing at the side of the stage
With nervousness in my stomach
Excitement in my veins
Pee full in my bladder
With dryness in my throat
I am Scared
Words are rushing through my head
Will I do bad ?
Will I mess up a line ?
Will they hate me ?
Will I barf all over the stage ?
Will they laugh at me ?
Will I mess up the few dance moves that I have ?
Will they hate me ?
Will I pee my pants ?
Will they laugh at me ?
Will I Choke ?
Will They Hate Me ?
Will I do good ?
Will I get all my lines right ?
Will they like it ?
Will I sing perfect ?
Will they love it ?
Smoke fills my nose
It smells like :
oatmeal ,
I like it
Kodie Says ....
It smells like :
Hobo ,
But I like it
It is time to go
I Follow Missy & Karyn out on stage
The lights are bright ,
Brighter then all the practices
It is hot on my skin
I look in the audience
I can’t see anyone
The audience is just darkness
“ Get Your Motor Running "
Kevin Sings
....
What it is over ?
Oh WOW !
I Want Do It Again !
But it's over
So I leave ,
and ...
As I Walk Further From The Stage ...
The adrenaline slowly leaves my body
...
And then i realize
i am all alone again
Good Bye Stage ,
We WILL Meet Again !