there are times when I think I should just give up
give up on the hope of ever having a normal relationship
of ever being anything other than the girl that everyone is friends with
but I digress.
no, wait.
I obsess.
I over think things
I over analyze everything until its left in bits and pieces
I make excuses
I run away
but now I want to know why
why
why
why
why can't I leave my obsessive, over-analytical brain at home for once
