I didn't know back then it hurt..
Just how hard my face hit dirt..
When I looked up and he just laughed...
And wraped his hand around his shaft..
He walked inside to let me bleed..
I didnt go after him.. I didnt need...
Blood poured down my head..
Lightheaded I thought I was dead..
He'd raped me once and twice before..
I couldnt let him anymore..
I ran..
I just ran...
I didn't go home..
And even though I'm here..
I'm not..
