Ricochet

I wondered how death would be,
with slashing my wrists and all,
but I did not see
the adjacent brick in the wall.

It's something to live for someone,
and know that's you'll live,
but living for damnation...
It's the world in between.

As I commited the act, I faded out of reality,
and met Him somewhere along the line.
His eyes were streaming with tears,
And then I knew His pain.

All I could do was give him a hug
before He gave me some advice...
It was so hard for Him to tell me
"Go to Hell."

His Archangels then took me away,
gave me the one way ticket there,
but all in all, I was rejected from Hell.
Was it because I wasn't bad enough?

I didn't know where to go,
What to do,
Stuck in between realms is where I am,
Is this the true Earth?