There was once a time when the only thing I knew was you,
The only smiles, grins,and facial expressions were pulled for you,
The excitement, elation and Goosebumps all experienced from you
The antagonized anger and agony felt within was because you,
The only embrace recognized belonged to you,
The yearn, desire, longing and lust was all to have possession of you,
Someone else was involved he had no idea that the feelings only remained with you,
His hand in mine, youd watch, smirking, knowing at the end of the day it would always only be you
4 o clock came quicker every day,
embarking yet again the journey seated next to you,
Many spectators, observing the moments hands and fingers would lock, and the way I would look at you.
Yet one wonders why silent they remained, and no one ever became aware of you,
Time as it does went by, he disappeared from the picture, all that was left was you,
numerous months passed,nothing ever became of me and you,
A decision then made, even though my mind would be absent without you,
Feelings would forever stay, grow and Id really miss the thought of you,
A friendship was found in what was assumed to have been Love,for you,
Now that your gone and I cant find or talk to you,
I find that what may have been assumed could have partially been true,
The journey is now lonely, dead, colourless and pale. The familiar fights, giggles-gone!!!.
The realization that what was once a -to be continued-story, is now a concluded tale.
6:05 each morning, embarking the same journey over and over,a different seat, no longer next to you,..
Thoughts now growing further and further away, the distance becoming more real.
Living no longer in another world where everyone is strangers, but living in the reality that they are now the friends closest yet furthest compared to you,
Staring at an unfamiliar picture on my phone,Confused and taken back.
I cannot recall the memory of these people,but yet I do,
I was only to be reminded that those 2 unfamiliar faces staring back were me and you!
Anxious, alarmed and terrified by the fact that Id forgotten you!!!
The person who used to listen to all my stories and my emotions about things and then try 2 solve them!
The reason I used to enjoy awaking at the earliest of hours.
The first person I ever really and truly cared for, the one who I ran to when in need of advice, The person who left, leaving behind the emotions, the stories, and most of all my mind unsolved.
I want you to know...
I miss every conversation, every smile, every fight, everything we used to share.
Youll always be the one I think about when seated on that now, long journey.
Youll always be the one I talk about when simple plan plays,
to me that story will neva ever have an end.
Thou Distance will always be there, Youll always mean the world to me.
The broken memories with time new will mend,
ive lost such amazing memories but most importantly my best friend.
Thoughts about missing a really great friendship--- once mistaken for more!
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