Closet full of dreams
Closet full of faded pictures
But unfading Smiles and Kisses
Love letters and keepsakes
Once on billboards and posters
In frames and in drawers
Now in this closet,
the closet full of the past
The past of which I only can cry about now
Only shed these tears of
Love and loss
Friendship and happiness
But it hurts too much to look at
Because I have to keep my thoughts on the future
And stop looking through my rear view mirror
I want you to be the picture next to my bed
But it would hurt too much
And I try so hard not to think of you
But my dreams show
That my subconscious is ravenous for thoughts about you
And I succumb
I succumb
I succumb
I give up
I admit
These pictures are too hard to keep up
And these memories are too hard to hold back
God, I loved you so bad...you loved me so bad.
And its over. Cause I know it has to be.
So lock away the necklace in a secret spot,
the ring in another...
Lose the high school yearbook and
the pictures of graduation
And those summer pictures...
Of the summer,oh we never wanted it to end.
It's over.
And I'm sorry, but I know it's over.
But God, I don't care, I love you so much.
I don't care if you are with my former best friend.
I don't care if I've never been in so much pain.
I don't care that I'm the one who broke up with you
And that I know that we needed to break up when we did.
You are my favorite.
And I'm scared to find something as magical as us.
Because what happens if it isn't possible?
So I hide these pictures and keepsakes
I hide my feelings and my wants
Because they are of the past
Because I must move forward.
I guess I'll keep my thoughts of missing you in my closet too.
It's almost full. I might have to take some clothes out to fit more.
happy forever didn't last forever
you said you would wait...who were we kidding?
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