Have you ever seen a candle flicker and then die out?
Oh! How terrible life has become with your absence!
A void, an emptiness, a sky without the moon and stars
How hollow seems my existence now in the cosmos.
It seems just like yesterday when you and I spoke
Of times to come, of days gone by and of the present
Now that you've left, what is left but lots of memories
The repercussions that I must face for never having said
I LOVE YOU...
What stopped me, o why, o why, didn't I have the guts?
We were as close as two friends could ever be.
Alas, some say we were destined never to be together
But in my heart you shall always remain, my best friend.
I have spoken to the Gods and await that sunrise
When shedding the fibre of this existence we shall die
And be re-born, just for each other, to live together
That time will come, I know it and you know it too.
For now, I just have to bear this loneliness and emptiness
This winter..oh suddenly it seems so cold, so long these nights!
So dark and frightening even the sound of raindrops
Pelting against my rooftop, where once we stood
Hand in hand, looking into the warm brown eyes of each other...
O Rohit! I shall miss you more than words can say
May God bless you in your days to come...
And, just like the sun, that sinks into the ocean
I shall disappear from your life, this lifetime, forever...
For a woman like Goddess Tara can bear everything
Except to see her dearmost companion married to another!
But I shall bear this pain, I shall pray for love
I know the Gods are listening, my dear, I know they are.
Author notes
I loved him very much. He got married on 20th of this month to someone who works in his office. Knew him for 10 years. He told me on my birthday i.e. on April 16th that he is getting engaged the following month. It was the worst shock I could ever get. Now he is married and gone forever, but I believe in past and future lives and know that God will be kind and atleast I will have him in one lifetime to come.
I know how you feel. Its hard to loose someone we love, whatever may be the reason. I pray you get the strength to bear this loss, and more importantly, to move on. I know, you will. I'll pray for you.
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This poems deals with love distanced by circumstance but kept alive in the mind and heart of the girl left behind. Her love is strong enough and sensual enough to allow her to free it within her imagination and heart and capture a small fragment of the real thing to sooth her desires and calm her weeping heart. She displays an active connection with her lover through her thoughts and feelings allowed to roam freely over his memory and gather strength from his presents within her heart.
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Thank you...you have understood it well..I miss him but feel I will get someone billion times better than the best..I am so optimistic but yet, I miss him, strange! :-)
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