Here's the truth you never wanted to hear, but always knew,
because I'm sick of pretending and sick of smiling for you.
I know I don't have to avoid this and I can walk away right now
and I know I can live in a 2-day weekend harmony, but how?
I'm heartless, sick, twisted, and mean, but that's only side A
and unfortunately, side B slips farther away with each passing day.
Forgive my worthlessness, you'll never have to see me again.
But how does that feel?
Go ahead an give me an answer full of truth but lacking heart
because if any of you disappeared, I wouldn't care either.
I hate how you taught me to teach and the hard way to learn
and I hate how I've waited so long for you to make me laugh.
But what I hate most is how this ends with you,
when it began as a public service announcement to say
that no one really means anything anymore.
Give me one good reason why I should keep living this way.
It's as if life has dealt me the right cards but shuffled them wrong
And it's hard to play this game anymore,
when I've tricked myself into winning all along.
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