Kill me
Don't you know?
It's best for the both of us
I'll never set foot
In this place
The same again
You can count on that
Sleepless I wrote
The sleepless tone
Death fell out of the sky
And I tried, to tell you
But I was alone
Permanently
My troubled scars
They're killing me
Tearing me through the insides
This is what I get
This is it
My punishment
It's such a shame
Breaking my mind up
With all this emptiness
I'm delirious
So, so sad
As if I've been asleep for days
Out of place
Dark face
Is it obvious to you?
Tasting my own blood,
On my tongue
I've become
A vampire to the sun
And the dawn,
The dawn hasn't even begun
Reality doesn't have a hold on me
A shake into my being
Awaken, and yet I am so trained
To nod my head, just the same
To smile on cue
At the instance of living
Without further ado
Eyes contained in glittering dust
They're beginning to rust
I'm so tired…
I'm so tired of this.
Author notes
There's really no excuse is there? *sigh*
I wish someone would tell me what happened, what went wrong...
Trying to find a little hope tonight...: )
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WHAT!!
This is so freakin' awesome, I love it!...you're so sweet to always write for me like this I COMPLETELY relate to what you are saying here, these feelings...but besides that, you've written it so amazingly! Just the choices of words and the way it's composed...I seriously love it (did I mention that?).
I love your writing, it's like...I don't know.
*hugs*
Hope you're feeling better! If I can help...
♥
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LOL
I love writing for you, it fills my soul with pleasure. Like jelly to an empty donut. THANKYOU though..if you didn't relate, and I just sat here writing crap, we'd probably both get bored. I'm feeling better than I was the past week. Lol. Hopefully it'll last...I don't know. I wish I could explain. Thank you though
You're too kind. Really. An awesome person, truley. You help enough as it is 
(I would have replied sooner, but I didn't realize you had commented it. Lol.)
THANKYOU LOVEEE!
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