I'm obsessed
I want this
I'm depressed
I need this
Or so my thoughts desire
This thing I need so badly
Just melts away in fire
Of unwanted disappointment
I can't stop
My mind keeps on whirling
I can't drop
The thought
Of wishful wanting yearning
My OCD insists
I can't pull away
My thoughts just can't resist
Long day after day
I'm crazy!
I'm insane!
I'm lazy!
My will is drained!
Of myself!
I cannot escape
Can't scrape
The borders of my insanity
Can't realize
Blessed reality!
My thoughts
Keep on chatting
Into my hungry ear
That only wants to learn
About the things I want to hear
I don't want to want this!
But then I really do!
But then I'll just miss
The annoyingness of you!
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