Hello

Hello mother,
it's finally happend.
I've taken controll back to this meaningless life,

Tried to show those around me to love and obey.
But they don't seem to hear,
I need your help her mother.

Try as I might,
I can't get the words to form just right.
I want nothing more than to help them all,

Tell them that it will be okay,
and take away there pain and dismay.
Help me mother with this burden.

I see it now that there is no other.
Takeing on this resoponcibility,
I face the challenges in my life,

Hello mother,
I need your help.
I sit here alone and wounder if you can hear me.

Waiting to hear your voice once more,
and to feel your arms wraped around me forever.
But I know that your gone from this world,

Gone and never forgotten,
but even if that may be.
I find myself still looking for your answers.

I don't want to walk this path anymore,
All alone in this big empty world.
Help me to understand just why things happen.

But most of all tell me that I'm doing okay,
Tell me that your proude of me,
and you wouldn't change that for the world.

So many things left unsaid,
now I look back on them and try not to let them out.
I want nothing more than to go back in time,

take you from that one spot were I saw you last,
and bring you back with me.
To place you in the present is all that really matters,

But even tho that is how I fell it can never be done.
I have searched for away to bring you back,
to stop the tears from flowing.

Making the pain stop.
For if there was such away I would drop everything and go,
let you know about everything you have missed.

Plus feel you in on everyone you should know.
So mother I guess this is farwell for now,
untill it is my turn to go.

I will look for you on judment day.