I Can't Love You..I Tried

You’re a problem,
Along for the ride.
I can hate you
If only I tried.
I am not a flavor of the week.
You chose to be here,
So you’re stuck with me,
I wont let you go anywhere,
As tragic as that may seem
You put me through a lot,
Mostly anger and pain.
But I cant help it,
Its my very shame.
Its your charm,
Or your love,
Or just the way you are.
All I know,
I can’t love you,
It cant be shown.
Can’t do it again,
I cant love you,
I am in love with him.

To:M
I ♥ J