The look in his eyes
made me back myself up on the bed
till the post was pushing me in the side
There I rocked my shaking body
back and forth wishing I could be in a different place
I looked at him only for a brief second
searching his eyes and trying
to some how be able to find the man
I fell in love with
He was no where to be found tho
so I cried
I cried for our lost love
I cried for all our past laughter
I cried for his smile the first day I met him
I cried for that man I lost
I cried for our forgotten love
I cried for every name he called me
I cried for every-time he made me cry
I cried for every hit I took
I cried for the bruises on my body
I cried for the bruises on my heart
I cried for the future we would never have
I cried cause I had to leave
Author notes
By far not one of my best.. but its about my ex who abused me for to years both mentally and physically... i tried everything to make it work... but in the end i got away!!!
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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my goodness...I can relate to this as well! I tear open old wounds purposely, and relive the past. Looking at photos, notes, letters, MSN conversations, Voice mails, etc (i still have the voicemails saved on my phone) Thank you for sharing this!
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God Girl
Another of these poems of abuse. Wonderfull done but leave and NEVER come back. It will never change no matter how much you wantit to. No one deserves this...
Get awal and stay away...
Evan
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