Never Having You

I've liked you; no; loved you,
For so long now; really; I have,
I wake up for you; I sleep for you,
I drag myself to places you are, just to see you.

I twitch in pain every time you talk about someone else,
Beacuse; hell; I love you but I'll never have you, will I?
You're so beautiful. Flawless. I can't imagine not feeling this way.
I dream about you every night, and day dream every second I am awake.

I want to hold you, and hug you. To kiss your perfect lips,
But no matter how much I want, no, need you, I'll never get you.
People say "everyone can get over someone if they try."
They have never fallen in love with you.

I keep holding on in the darkest hours; when I crave for you the most,
But never ever will I get a taste.
I need you so bad; but starving people who can't afford food don't get cake;
Do they?

How am I going to make it through?