It is just as I have explained
time and time again,
your irregular pattern of always and never being here
is something I will not be able to rely on.
This shines through,
even more so now
while little promises are kept
and the full picture is forgotten.
Each time,
a bit of our portrait breaks off
and surely with time
all memories of an us will not exist,
just as I don’t to you.
In a few ways I can say I am glad.
Because of this new undetermined freedom,
I can spread out further than ever before.
My heart;
I stole it back when you weren’t watching.
You never paid my good intentions
with your full attention.
They won’t let me dive into
the mass of confusion
that has strangled my life for the past year.
I was a shadow.
Now, I am the light.
Experiencing all new sensations
won’t haunt me, like they will torment you.
I can look at your face
and see nothing but a blank expression
from a person I know nothing about
and when I start to glide back
into my heavenhell position,
I know I have half a dozen angels
slipping their arms over me,
[no one even had to ask].
In an instant,
they became my armor.
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I am heiroglyphic in nature.
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"Experiencing all new sensations
won’t haunt me, like they will torment you.
I can look at your face
and see nothing but a blank expression
from a person I know nothing about
and when I start to glide back
into my heavenhell position,
I know I have half a dozen angels
slipping their arms over me,
[no one even had to ask]."
this seemed to be so dryly full of life...the emotions were behind doors to me..I'm not sure how to explain..almost like I was feeling something before it touched me....if that makes any sense...and..I'm not really sure what else to say...
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very nice
"they became my armor." I like this... and you know it, hehehe. it works well
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I'm almost pretty sure I know what this is about.
As always, I enjoy your writing. -
and verily,
while the sun goes down with clipping rain
and electric thunder;
I remain the diamond plate
laced around your heart.
Safe keeping in
our symphony.
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I saw that you and Ryan kept calling me.
I was at church, sadly.
It started at 5 p.m.
Something happened to this old man and an ambulance was called.
I saw something going down across the church and a few people rushing to him. I immediatley thought to call your mom and figure out what I could do to help. I realized then that I didn't have my phone.
Odd first instinct though, eh?
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