I see right through
those fake eyes
and emotions,
all you want is
to be in her pants,
you don't care if
she wants it, your devoted.
Fuckin demoted in my book,
a piece of shit for life.
You've taken away
my new best friend,
and yes it makes me cry.
Cause you feed her
all the same lines,
and those famous
fuckin lies.
Every body see's it
but her, so you take advantage,
and ruin what I had
worked on for so long to achieve,
a friend JUST LIKE ME,
that can see how I feel,
and now we cease,
your taking her from me,
I'm selfish?
Are you for real?
How bout I have no fuckin friends!
Just swoop in and scoop up
the friend of my dreams,
well I'm sorry if it's my heart
that silently screams.
You say I don't understand she's your girl,
what ever happened to letting me
have friends in this world.
Every girl you have seen with me,
you want to fuck!
Now I'm supposed to think you changed,
GOOD FUCKIN LUCK.
Well guess what I don't care,
go ahead have her,
do you really think that I can
replace the laughter,
that she brings to me,
it's not her and I,
now it's her and Triple T.
Author notes
I am in a fuckin horrible possition...
I just started becoming best friends with this girl and *I had her to myself, you know my best friend and things were awesome and we had a blast together* and now she has just started dating a friend of my boyfriends. Well that particular friend has always lied to any girl he liked to get them to like him... not to mention he wants to move way to fast, and lies about things that he has done including sayin stuff that he did that didn't do with chicks in general. I just don't understand after moving down here and me finally getting a best friend why he needed to feel the necessity to taking my friend instead of finding him damnself a fuckin girlfriend and now I don't have a bestfriend I have nothing.... yea I can share but when you TAKE ALL THE TIME. What the fuck is that... *And I"m supposed to understand that it's his girlfriend now and that she will come over days just to see him and not me at all. *This is what he says to her* I'm so broken hearted in a weird way that it aches. I don't want to share a bestfriend with him, I want some one that I can go hang out with when I want. She was here for my birthday yesterday and he didn't even let me have time with her after apologizing and sayin he would... I have nothing, I have no one.... Not a friend to confide everything in about what happens at my house because that involves explaining why the guy she's dating is an asshole... I can't even vent any more cause it would be wrong since she is dating him.... I hurt so bad right now....
How do you give up on a friend to save your heart from damage :(?
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good piece
Friends can be like family and can hurt you almost as much. I have lost quite a few friends lately, it can be devastating. Some of them just brought me down. Others took advantage of me. Take Care,
Melanie
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Very deep,dark and intense.
This is very sad and thought provoking. It sounds to me like you need a friend in a very intense way. I also think if you could accept yourself as your best friend maybe you wouldn't need someone else so desperately. I feel that if you wouldn't take everyone else so seriously and just accept them as flawed humans tha you might be happier. May you find what you are looking for in life and experience love, laughter,peace and joy. All the best to you in every thing you do.
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I'm so hurt beyond words and I don't even think she see's that it's hurting me, And he doesn't care he proved that to me by keeping her occupied for my birthday.
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