Gone Forever Dead

He is gone forever!
Fear rushes in
my body
lower then deep.1

Everything once shared
Every moment spent
has now disappeared
and has went.
Only memories
are present but
will fade.2

So many things left
undone and unsaid.
I am now just apart
or the living dead.3

It happened so fast
I didn't expect it.
Now hell has
turned lose.4

Turning to you as
I watch you bleed
thinking about every
passing second.5

It is impossible
to get a broken heart
out of my now
twisted mind.6

All I do is
sob in my desperation,
refusing to believe
you are dead.
Not that beautiful creation.7

Nothing that i
could of done.
Only  expect to make
him happy until
his time is
no more.8

I never believed
in miracles yet
expected one.
You are dead
and that is
a statement but
I still remember
your voice and the
sent you left
on my clothes.9

Life turning on
you as you go
narrow in your grave.10

Blood dripping into
my lungs.
Why did you leave me!
I never got to
say the thoughts
of my heart and mind..........
I love you.