You stare at your screen.
Refresh. Refresh.
Waiting for some words of comfort.
Refresh. Refresh.
Wanting something to say, “It’ll be okay.”
Refresh. Refresh.
New Message.
Click with eagerness attached.
Loading Anguish.
“I’m here for you. Obligation.
Loyalty. It’s called
Loyalty. I have Courtney.
I’m not yours. We are…”
Sniffle. Sniffle.
“Over. Maybe IF
Courtney and I don’t
Last, but I want us to.
Don’t count on
It. I belong to
Another.”
Drip. Drip.
“I know it hurts.
I know you love me.
I know you made a mistake.
But,
I also know
Where my heart lies.
It’s not in your house.”
Ruffle. Ruffle.
“And Chelsea.
JUST.
LET.
GO.
Or wait indefinitely…
Because as long as I am
Loved. By Courtney.
You won’t have me.”
Sob. Sob.
“I still care about you.
I still love you.
But only as a friend.
You can’t erase the
Future.
I. Am. No. Longer.
Yours.
Courtney has my devotion.”
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Ooh this was most fabulous i must say.
"Click with eagerness attached.
Loading Anguish."
It's so true, articulated well.
Take care of Courtney cause she's a ledgee innit! -
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You said:
"ledgee innit"
What's that?
Forgive my lack of comprehension.
~Asa of the Gremlins of Change
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Woa. This is awesome........tears...
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interesting my friend you wrote something wonderful and i love the writing style here pretty intense piece full of a very touching emotional story of love really enjoyed this piece
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i like the way you wrote it...the refresh. refresh. thing...that was awesome!
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makes me sad
xx
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OH! but it is. when you fight about meaningless things, him not replying to your email for example. or your phone calls. that's just stupidity, and the relationship therefore exsist solely to benifit the fighting. (you and him)
because you're both in deep need of attention or some shit like that.
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DON'T FUCKING AGREE WITH ME!
DAMMIT!
OKAY: now seriously kids. Both of you admit that your relationship was/is/going to be shit.
plain and simple.
so, therefore, if you both agree to it. then does one not conclude that it should be ended, and never mentioned again? yesh? yesh. -
i'm so so sorry
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ooo I know the refresh refresh feeling!!!!!
I do it all the time...
BUT I like it.
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That's harsh, has so much emotion telling a story of many years
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*crys tears of blood*
i know...
i give up
as long as you and cassie are happy
i'll be ok
but i give up -
LOL i love it the whole computer voice said it the whole time in my head
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gosh your a dork at things Alex....comments that is...lol
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yesh
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