Homeless

I've never felt so alone,
lost and hungry without a home.

I've tried to be happy, even forced it a bit,
all that has happened makes me want to quit.

This takes some getting used to my best friend is gone.
My sister, and mother have followed along.

Let's not forget the one who frustrates me most,
The person I once knew is gone like a ghost.

For the ones I love most have gone and replaced me,
I am discarded, diposable, un needed, and wasted.

friends say, "I'm too far away our friendship can't last."
and family, "I don't see you often away I will cast."

and mother, "You're always causing problems, you're nothing but trouble."
and lost one, "I don't understand you I think and just mumble."

How can I get used to losing my best friend?
We grew up together back when we still played pretend!

So I can't see you much it's something I can't control.
Our family is broken and has never been whole.

If I am nothing but trouble then reverse all that I have done.
You'd still be the same, miserable and no fun.

You've become a person I don't want to know,
It's terrible to see my old friend go.

I feel as though things are coming to an end,
or a new beginning?
I just want what I had again.

I have nothing and nowhere to go,
Walking down streets at night with no heart and no home.