umbrella

Searching for something that was given away,
Not wanting it back just looking so near it you can stay.
Drifting in and out of dreams and nightmares,
The thought of loosing and finding it, you truly scares.

Fear love and worries tightly binding together,
Not broken by doubts rain or mistakes stormy weather.
Not quite understanding but knowing exactly why,
Hiding from ones self and others but not being shy.

Even when tears roll and stream down your face,
The thing that is hurting you is as pretty as lace.
You want it you need it you love it you can’t hate,
But within it scares you, you can’t escape fate

But the love that bubble wraps the fear and the pain,
Is so dainty and pretty like and umbrellas in the rain.
Love that together is stronger than strong
Love that is scary but you know isn’t wrong.