Tell Me

I'm sitting in my room, medicatedly content,
When I lose myself in my mind.
As I search, I discover that
I'm terrified of what I may find
I see us laying together, them my memories
Flash back to us siting in your car.
All I can see are our smiles and glowing faces,
And those looks you used to give me that now seem so far.
Where did those times go?
Why did you have to push me away and leave?
I know you said it's just not the right time,
But that shouldn't matter in your feelings for me.
Maybe it was all just a game,
Or maybe along the way we seriously messed up.
But I'm tired of the games,
And it's just about time that you fessed up.