Burn

I feel it rising
the pain swelling in my chest
My mind turning circles
Why do I always feel this?
Why can't I just let it go?
Such a bitter creature I am
Such an angry creature I am
If only I could let go
If only this pain didn't bother me so
I can't help it
It is in my nature
I want to take my book and burn it.
I want to take thoes ears and make them bleed
If only I could let this go
Pain
I need something to bury the pain
Swelling
Its swelling deep in my body.
Someone save me from myself.
Pour cool water on my burns
Stop me before I bring more pain to the world.
Put out the flaming anger
It still burns
It will always burn
Not so harsh after some years
But it will still be there
The signs of my burns
The scars from the cuts
It hurts to breath
My body is burning
Stop me
Save me from myself
The loathsome creature that I am
The ugliest creature that I am
This pain
It really burns
Please, put this fire out
Forever