To be honest

To be honest,
it was never right
all the words i said
always ending in a fight

To be honest,
it would have never worked at all
all the lies he told
all the times i'd fall

To be honest
Im doing much better now
I dont wonder why anymore
its just a matter of how.

How i let him hurt me
how he let me down
how he said he'd loved me
and how he'd let me drown

i lived for the past once
and now i live for the future again
im working my way back up to the top
and im working on trusting my friends.

I knew a place once
where happiness was just a few steps away
and now im getting back there
and this time its to stay.