Why Do I Care?

Being a simple teenager,
I try to get away,
I try to runaway,
From everything,

I think of everyone,
What they're thinking,
Are they talking about me?
Are they critizing me?
Why do I care?
Why do I care?

I was watching,
Your eyes following me around,
And I want to scream,
I want to yell,
Follow me to hell,

I'm torn and bleeding,
And I take these pills,
It is my body that it kills,
I'm sorry family,
I'm sorry friends,
This pain and torment has got to end,

But it didn't end there,
I woke up in the hostpital
Just hours later,
They thought I was gone,
They thought I was dead,
They asked and wondered how much I bled,
And all I could show them is my tears that I shed,

I stayed there,
Watching my parents in agnoy,
And I knew I couldn't even think about doing it,
I don't care my friend,
That will never happen again,
I swear these new thoughts will begin,
I swear my sucidial tendancy will go away,
And I will begin a new day,

Why do I care?
What you all think,
What you all say,
Why do I even give you the light of day,
Why do I care?
Why do I care?
This life can never be just fair,
And thats ok,
But why do I care?