Here I am
Sitting all alone
My eyes hurting bad
Trying to hold back the tears
What to do
There is nothing
Feeling so lonely and sad
I wouldn't be surprised if
Someone told me I looked depressed
But what do they know
Less, all the way down
Like the bottom of a hole
They know nothing about me
They can look at me
As many times
As they want to and they still
Wouldn't be able to tell
Tripping and falling
Thats whats happening to my hopes
Getting up after tripping over
A rock
Only to find another one to
Trip over again
Getting scratches
That mend to the state
My skin was in before
But the scars are faint
Though
They don't bother me much
Or do they....?
Another mystery unsolved
But who cares?
I mean it
Tell me, really
Oh it'll be over soon
You'll get through it
Blah! Blah! Blah!
I've heard it enough
And i can't STAND IT!
Why?
Because it has never seemed that way
No matter how many times
I've tried to look at the supposed
"bright side"
That somehow "exists"
In this *bunny*hole of a place we live in
Yeah, I've also been told
That all I've said
Doesn't last forever
Are they sure who knows I mean come ON
Someone may say they are
Telling you the truth but
somewhere deep
Keep looking
deep
Deeper! DEEPER!
Inside And you will always find that
little poison ivy of a doubt
What I believe is simple
I'm a pointless person
In this neverending *bunny*ed up place
That never seems to get better
The problems just increase
There is no such thing
As the problems will go away
I will always no matter what
Be that sad and lonely
and weak crying girl inside
Always hurting people
always
No Matter how hard I try
No matter how HARD I try
I always hurt someone
So
Why didn't God make me a invisible
There is no reason I should be visible
I am pointless empty reason
Who doesn't belong
Living in a place
Trapped in it, actually
With some happpiness
That
never lasts
And a bunch of
Tear jerking
Gut wrenching
Pain Causing
Lonely making
State in which I can't seem to escape
Yet people keep saying it will be over soon
You have to work hard not let it get to you
Work through all of it
What they say makes me want to laugh out loud
Just think
Think real hard
The truth about forever
Author notes
My point of view of someone expressing how they feel geting frustrated from all the advice of "you'll get rhough" and can't stand how that never happens
Please tell me what you think
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Good job,I really like this one is,well I write dark poems too,but anyway beautifull the poem and the pic.
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Agree completely, in the emotion and feeling of this.
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vary dame good
dame thats realy good -
wow realy deep
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sometimes that one looking for advice from..
forgets to really listen!
Keep Penning On One stroke at a time!
Bill
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deep
this poem really touched me for I feel the same
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wow. Nice work. I love the emotion you put into it. I can actually almost hear you screaming these words! just wow. it's amazing! You keep on writing like this! it's good for you! Keep up your great work!!!!!! I love the flow this has... it's just... awesome! ha. and if you ever want to talk... I'm all ears... or all eyes...
Crimson -
delicious read! I hear a STRONG
Innervoice that HAS Power & impact to really breath thru all
the buncha bull*bunny*poo...
I kept "seeing" you in this write standing in the
middle of road, 4 choices all around you, wondering...
is it time to get off the bull*bunny* road and try
to be Tigress..or perhaps the coast...to become an
activist..swimming with dolphins n whales...or perhaps
????
I liked it, many images, of us to hear and chew upon.
How bold and fearlessly you wrote this!
ears2hearyou
Kathleen
p.s. don't hold your breath....you'll blow up..write,
write, write! breathe it in...and exhale it out as
you write!
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Very interesting and sad poem. I can feel the pain in this, and I know exactly how it all feels. Keep up the excellant writeing. You done a great job.
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I can relate. When you're that upset and lonely and hurt, nothing anyone says helps unless they're just as miserable as you are. Trying to regain hope and wake up and put on a smile is pure torture, but we've got to do it anyway. Hmm. I love poems where the writer releases raw emotion. Great job.
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wow the first few stanzas it was like reading myself I certainly get all of this emotion confusion and some-what anger and sadness all mixed a really great poem excellent.
take-care
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