That's when I wrote this.

Too much on my mind, Too much not enough time.





That's enough out of you. You who....

hypocrite. What's your problem? You were the one who didn't.....

But I thought you'd be happy.....

Well I am, but do you know what this means?
(I'm sorry but I don't believe you.)

Well you should have been prepared for the possibility of a baby!

Don't yell at me! (My body is just doing what it's supposed to!)

(I can't believe this! I don't need a child on my hands!)

What the hell! I thought you loved me! (I'm worried to! About you!)

I do! But I can't handle a child! (I'm so worried!)

(What about my parents?) Oh my.....

(What about my parents?) Why does this have to happen?!
This is bullshit!

I thought you'd be happy! For us! (For us......?)

There is no us! (I need to distance myself from you)
Why? (What did I do?) I don't understand! (I might start cutting, because I think it will force me to understand, and I don't know of another way to garner attention)(Little do I know that this will cause me to receive much unwanted attention)

(Why didn't I use a condom?) Get an abortion.

(Why does he hate me? Is it because of what's inside me, growing and taking shape at this very moment?)





Hold on, hold on. What kind of thought is that?
Anyway.




(Why would you not want us to be together?) Hell no! You won't hurt her!

It's over between us.....

Fuck you!
(Instant single mother recipe)
(Stir in money issues, depression)

Why does this happen? As females, we tend to ask ourselves why he doesn't like us. We have sex thinking it will make him like us, and even more of us do it without the pill because we think a baby will cement the relationship.

(Reason for age limit on WHO can have a Myspace)

(Don't do it. You don't know who the right one is. Stop trying to force guys to be the right one.)
As males, we have an obligation to our hormones.
Or we THINK we do.  Resist until you find the right one.

Let's have crime, corruption and scandal! They make things fun! (This is not an origninal thought process.)

Women, stop trying to lock men down.
Men, stop trying to bang anything in sight.
(No, not "Stop trying to bang anything in sight without thinking about the consequences", STOP TRYING) ( You're not thinking. You won't stop trying.)

Party loose.
Party hard. Contradiction for you to decide.
Daily life change dependent on decision. Good luck. EIther way,

You'll make the world a better place.