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Letter to Mom Never to Be Sent

"You're my mom...You're supposed to be where I AM."

"Or maybe YOU'RE supposed to be where I AM."

Do you have any idea how utterly ridiculous that sounds?  I, a fourteen year old...I'm supposed to pack up everything and move to MEXICO...simply because my mom hates her fucking life?  I'm sorry, but before you started all this shit I didn't hate MY life.  It really sucks that you do.

Every time I ask you why you're leaving me, you give me the same answer:
"I can't explain it!  Why do you keep asking me the same question over and over??"
Because I'm not getting a fucking answer, Mom!  You haven't even tried to explain all this shit to me!!!! TRY!  But I'm not stupid, Mom.  Really, I'm not.  I know why you "can't" explain it (won't explain it)...maybe it's because you left dad for another man.

I just want you to realize that no matter what your job is, no matter who you're with, no matter where the fuck you're living, you'll NEVER be happy with your life because you cannot accept things the way they are.  You are a mother.  You have a daughter and a family.  You have a home.  And no, it will never be perfect.  It will not be a dream.  But you can't just skip out on the one person who needs you the most (ME. Apparently, that's a difficult concept for you to grasp).  No matter where you are or what you do, you will not be happy.  It's not what's around you mom, it's what's inside you.  I don't like what's inside you.

Author notes

I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE.  I HATE MY FUCKING MOM.  I HATE WHAT SHE'S DOING.  I HATE THAT I'M NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE HER HAPPY.  I HATE THAT SHE DOESN'T EVEN CARE THAT I CAN'T TALK TO HER WITHOUT CRYING.  I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.
Written October 14th, 2003

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  • Goss98
    November 7, 2003
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    I feel for you. It's really sad when the kids are more adult than the parents. She doesn't know what she's doing to you. I been there.

  • GirlieChick
    October 16, 2003
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    ummm...i dont wanna say awww first bc everybody else did...lol..yeah you know im all sorry and stuff and that im always gonna be here for you so i'll skip that bc hopefully you already know all that bc i'll always be here for you. and i like the way you wrote this and im glad you got your feelings out...well idk what else to say bc everything else has already been said...call me if you need me or something 972 691 8353

    p.s. MOVE DOWN HERE!

    NOW!


  • October 15, 2003
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    Awwwwww... Anna. I'm really sorry. This has to suck. I mean, it's not really something we can all relate to. I think you should send it, but you might want to cut out the swear words. Lol. I'm just really sorry about all this. I hope everything gets better for you. And you know I'm here, right?

    ~*Samantha*~


  • October 15, 2003
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    Yeah, Anna..Send it.

  • AheartAlone
    October 14, 2003
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    SEND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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