why should i still talk to you thomas?

i've lied to you,
because i care.
don't want to hurt you,
but this isn't fair.
i don't mean a thing,
to you not at all.
and i feel so stupid,
because so deep did i fall.
mr.internet guy,
my whole town knows of you.
they know how i feel,
and they know what you do.
your a player thomas,
and your not that good.
cause i know who you are,
when you thought no one could.
you fake all this pain,
so some girl will tell you
"oh thomas your great"
"oh thomas i love you".
don't you dare get me wrong,
i know you've been hurt.
but needing sympathy from others,
is so much more worse.
you call yourself ugly,
when you know that your not.
you feel bad about yourself,
complements are all that you got.
i'm crying right now,
as i write this i cry.
because i love you so much,
and i do not know why.
your confusing,your mean,
and you make me mad all the time.
you tell me you love me,
tell me its gonna be fine.
you can't do this to me,
after all that i said.
i gave you my heart,
and your tore it to shreds.
your 2 guys in one,
i don't like what i've seen.
the asshole named thomas,
who doesn't even know that he's mean.
i fell in love with you,
when you showed me you cared,
and did you hurt me back then?
oh you never even dared.
stop using me thomas,
you need more then i have.
and i'm not saying goodbye,
i can't take it back.
just one straight answer,
so i know what to do.
give me one good reason,
why i should still talk to you