you dont deserve goodbye

you make me
afraid for your life
because your living with strife
we all get down sometimes
but right now it don’t seem right
I’m dreaming your demise
I see your dying
cold, glazed eyes
you said you wont feel pain no more
but I know god
will close his doors
no matter how much good
you take your life
its understood
that if you go and take your own
your unworthy soul will be condoned
by the devils greedy hands
lord please help her understand
no, things might not be getting better
tears drip, cheeks getting wetter
but you cant throw in the towel
cant raise that white flag
think why you are here
think of good that you’ve had
but please, don’t only think of you
because at this point you don’t matter
think of how our life’s would be
sure its hard
but were still here
your feeling alone
but we’ve always been there
don’t give up
we need a mother
I pray to you god
why wont you love her