Messages at 3 Am

It's so weird
I still wake up in the morning
And leave you voice messages at 3 a.m
Then I realize you'll never hear them
What happened?
You were gone before I could even turn around

Remember when you told me
You would grow old with me
If noone else would.
And now that you're gone
I don't think any one will.

I'll never screw up again.
I promise.
Just come back.
You were the only one that really understood me.
I'll miss you until the end of time.
I will.
I promise.

[ I wish I would have said yes
When you said
"Let's just get married" ]