Update

Another year has gone by.
Filled with confusion and frustration.
Friendships made and relationships broken.
Graduation came and went.
Just another bleep on my life line.
Nerves high and expectations low.
I moved on, a gray shade.
First semester, its halfway gone.
Words spoken can't be taken back
Drama happens then forgotten.
Best friends pulling farther apart.
I'm getting lost in a world of colors.
Don't know what to do anymore.
Everythings stuck in question mark for now.
Losing my self a little bit more each day.
Hoping it'll be over soon.
Updates suck.
But then again so do I.
So why force us to withstand anymore.
I'll just snuff this out.
Like I did my life.

Author notes

I haven't written for you guys since 2006 so I decided to give an update lol..it sucks but then again I haven't written since before graduation. A big step that sort of ruined me. Everything in this "poem" is how I feel. Its all smooshed together cause I just wrote it literally right now. My ideas and thoughts arent exactly in order btu thats how I am. Maybesoon when I have the time I'll write mroe for you guys <3