i never knew you
don't know you still
relation means nothing
blood is thin
drinking is all you knew
abuse is all you caused
pain and suffering felt
by everyone around you
you cheated on her
she sat at home
taking care of the children
you wanted, you created
growing up without a father
having to look to others
uncles and grandfathers
for male influence on life
memories cause a flood of pain
pleasant memories non-existent
close my eyes against the tears
as they begin to come again
conversations now awkward
limited, painful, ignorant
the sight of you turns my stomach
into knots of hatred
you missed my growth
seeing what i've become
hope you feel bad
for being a horrible excuse of a father
Please tell me what you think
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Ouch... Sorry. Hope it gets better, I'm sure you'll come to terms with this as you grow older. You can use your experiences to make a better parent than your father perhaps did, and maybe one day learn to forgive him. God bless xx
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The raw emotion really brings this to life.
Its a brilliant write.
-I Am sorry for your experiance.
I can relate to this with mine
Oh to well.
xx
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wow .... such raw emotion !
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It's sick and fabulous good jo
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