Tired of Everything

I'm so tired of everything.
So tired of being awake,
But still continue to fight my sleep.
So tired of doing the same shit week after week.
I'm so tired of being alone
But hate when people are around.
Staying up late, wishing he would call
But I still fall asleep
Counting the tears that fall.
I can't find happiness, though I countinue to look.
Can't even drift away in the words of a good book
I'm stuck in purgetory, the place between heaven and hell
Finding my confort in this room that feels like a jail cell
So this is my plee for happiness and love
Trying so hard to believe in the man up above.
So please help me feel better
And maybe one day, I'll have it all together
But until that day comes, I continue to run astray
Caught up in the games we'll always play