My Serial Killer

“You are nothing to me.”
I hope, no I know you’re a liar
And a damn good one at that
You are the one
The only one
With that power, that certain power
To make me kill myself over and over
Make me cry a thousand tears
Maybe if I did, I’d wash you away
I’d drown in my own thoughtless tears
Is it fun to put me down, sweetie
I’ll be thinking that a second before I’m gone
Would you go on
Like nothing had happened?
You told me you don’t get sad
You told me you’d get over it
My selfish heart is breaking as I think these
And my selfish heart doesn’t want those to be true
Yet this is pointless, I know
It is evident you don’t care
At all
For my anything, for my feelings…only for hers
What happened to us
Answer me, please
There might not be a next time for me, sweetheart
The next little thing
Could be my demise
“You are nothing to me.”
I love you, too.