Giving Up

I feel that the world is leaving me behind
No matter how I fight to keep up
My pace is never enough for them
I feel like giving up the ghost I resurrected

So I try to become everything I want to be
Never trying to resemble what they want
I am chasing after dreams in the skies
Daylight turns to night in my waking life
So I try to become everything I want to be
Always reaching for my own lending hand
Because I am sick and tired of all this
Is this my chain I got to break

Killing pain
All I ever know to try
Screaming aloud
All I ever want to do anymore
Are these the signs
Of giving up

I feel the illusions of this reality taking over me
Blind to the world that I walk on
My sights are getting worse as I live
I feel like giving up and watch as I wither away

So I try to become everything I want to be
Never have I been happy of taking it all
I am screaming so silently in my dark
Nightmares turn for the worse as I awake
So I try to become everything I want to be
Always trying to reach for the sky
Because all I ever know is this overwhelming pain
Is this the end of me trying

Tempting life
All I ever want to do
Withering away
All I ever know how to try
Are these the signs
Of giving up

Nothing has changed
All I am is pissed off
Everything is boring
All I am doing is giving in

Nothing will bring me down
All I am is depressed
Everything will rise up
All I need to do is try again

Giving up
All I have to stop
Giving up
All that I am able to rectify
Are these the signs
Of coming back